At the height of her worldwide fame, Britney Spears “felt like a robot”
Having returned to Instagram on Thursday, (8.27,) the embattled songstress posted two videos showing her dancing in underwear, along with captions that offered insight into her experiences as a young artist and the pain she endured when she was placed under a conservatorship in 2008 that lasted until November 2021.
“I actually miss the way I respected people so much that there was a genuine mystery of acute oneness when we were together, which was sacred.” “I feel like, still to this day, people don’t realize the real damage that was done to my heart and soul in the conservatorship.”
Admitting how she felt like “someone different” when performing, her perspective on the entertainment industry shifted after she became a mother to Sean Preston, 20, and Jayden James, 19, with ex-husband Kevin Federline.
“After having kids, though, I think that game was beyond overdone. I felt so silly and embarrassed. I think it’s easier when you’re younger to go there,” continued the 44-year-old musician, and “proud” of herself for pursuing a different life, Spears concluded:
“When I used to work with Felicia (Culotta, former personal assistant) in my beginning days, I would get asthma and start shaking if I had to meet more than 10 people in a meet and greet… I lost the sensitivity of my soul. And it literally hurt. I felt like a robot,” she remembered. “I think during that time I lost a sacredness I used to have with people because I was secretly very sensitive and painfully shy. I miss my real relationship I used to have with people. Honestly, I felt like a robot, a machine. And thank the lord it’s over.”
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Author: Al Dente
Photo: rhysadams from Derby, United Kingdom