In her new song “Sober” released earlier today via UMG, Demi Lovato revealed that she has relapsed after six years of sobriety.

The singer has battled bipolar disorder, bulimia, self-harm and addiction for years and received help in 2011 after starting treatment. Lovato initially relapsed after she left the treatment center, then hunkered down and entered a sober living facility for a year. As of this past March, she had been six years sober.

“Sober” is an honest admission and apology for her faults, singing, “I’m sorry that I’m here again / I promise I’ll get help / It wasn’t my intention / I’m sorry to myself.” Listen to the musical confession here.

In September 2017 Lovato was honored with the “Spirit of Sobriety” award at the Brent Shapiro Foundation for Drug Prevention Summer Spectacular in Beverly Hills. She said “Every day is a battle,” and that “You just have to take it one day at a time, some days are easier than others…”

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